[[[ I'll wait here... ]]]

hey everyone!! no comments?!! grrrr!! lol!! that's okay! i'm in the play!!! yay!! and i actually have a part!!! can you believe it?!! lol!! well... i have a new site people!!!! yes... A NEW SITE!! it's based on a game.... yes.. you all know!! lol!!... go to mahal_kita07!! and if you don't know what that means.... in tagalog.... [ filipino language to all the people that don't know what the hell tagalog is... ] lol.... well... it means...  i love you! well.... alrighty then... nothin' else to say....

school....

still is hell.. right now... but hey... i gots to go there if i want to be an astronomer or a music producer... then go to japan! lol! anyway... ummm..... well... i better go... but hey.... leave comments okay!! at least ONE!much <3 ya'll!!

'till next time <3's!!

[[[ If I Die... ]]]

Hey everyone! i'm sorry i didn't update! i know :tiss: :tiss: ! lol! but today i went to the bhms home football game!! and guess wat?!!.... well.... you'll just have to read my otha xanga!! my main one! so ya! 

[ anyway ]

life is treatin' me like hell right now!! things are goin' so wrong! and i don't know if i'm strong enough to keep it up!! i'm tryin' it's hard though!! and i hate it! and i know that life isn't easy but i wished some things were.

[ school ]

well... nothin' much is happenin' at school....and [litterally] there isn't! well.. at least nothing EXCITING! Friends... still goin' strong... teachers.... well....one is goin' strong but the others... sometimes isn't workin'....ummm.... there is ONE lil tiny bit of problem.... but i'm not sayin' it in here.... and if you know who you are.... then ya....!! we need to talk.... like big time... cause i really don't understand.....why you are doin' this... [rachel]....[you know] well much <3333 ya'll!!

           'Till Next Time..........

                                       ~{JeSs}~

[[[ Will You Even Care? ]]]

[[[ I'll Wait Forever... ]]]

Hey i'm sorry i haven't written here in a while!! welll....more like a LONG time! ummm.... nothing much has been happening! so ya.... i'm going to learn a song! k!! i'm gonna write a whole bunch la8er! i promise!! much <3

                                JeSs

[[[ Because I Love You ]]]

Hey eveyone!! wats up?!! like the change?!! guess what?!! i have a play, pause, and STOP button now for the music!! so you can stop the music and change it to what other music you want!! i know i'm gonna have to add music on there!! just give me time!! well how is everyone?! i hope everyone is doing gr8! lol!! i don't know if that made sense but hey it's me!!

[anyway]

school starts next week!! exactly on wednesday oh that's gonna be sooo much fun!! lol!! i kinda want to go back to school!!i don't know why! lol!! well i gots to tell you all about this feeling that keeps getting to me....

it seems that i like this guy...riiiiiiight?!! BUT i don't want to!! and it's a guy i've known for months!! and months!!

[rachel]- you know who i'm talking about!!

i don't feel riiight saying who this person is but the feeling just keeps bugging me!! and errrggghhh!!! school is starting and it's just sooo frusturating!! i get to see EVERYONE ONCE AGAIN!!! and one person i feel that i shouldn't see....or that i guess don't want to see after all this time!!but like what everyone says to me "i'd just have to deal with it!! "! i hate it!! well...i gots to go now!! but tell me what you think about mah problem!! leave a comment k!! much <3!

                              JeSs

Note {VERY IMPORTANT}: i know it made me look like i put "leave a love note" but i didn't!! i don't know how that happened!! but i guess this skin is like that!! sooo if i ever put comment  in my entry i guess it would put love note!! [well the word that starts with C and ends with T and has 7 letters in it!! lol! ] i just put comment there soo it prob. change it to love note! well just telling you all!!

Hi everyone!!i know i haven't been writing i gues...i've just been....uhh....lazzzzy?!! hehehe!! i don't know!! well anyway.....not much has happened to me in the past...week....2 weeks....and 3 weeks!! oh... FOR PEOPLE THAT DON'T GO TO MY OTHA SITE....I FINISHED FFX AND STARTED FF X-2!!! yay!! i'm so proud of myself!! i'm almost done with FF X-2 now!! i'm on the 5th chapter!! i really want to know what happens!! lol!! you know ....that's just ME!!

[[[anyway]]]

i'm thinking i'm gonna change this site!! i don't know. . uhhhh.....life is going....a bit slow for me right now!! but hey....there's nothing i can do!! i'll just have to learn how to deal with it!! you know....i hate it when people say that!! " I know it's tough...but YOU HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO DEAL WITH IT!!" i know it's tough but i don't know....it just bugs me when people say that!! i guess it's just me!! oh...well....each person is different!! i guess...i'm real different!! lol!! alright well i'm gonna go!! later!!! muuuaawww!!

                                      JeSs